The night after my Penang trip, I started throwing up non-stop. Any water I drank, I threw them all up. Then, there were mild diarrhea too. Went to see a doctor yesterday morning and he prescribed some medications for me. However, they didn’t work very well and I ended up puking a few more times. I spent the whole day sleeping yesterday to gain back my health. XCool came and accompany me but I was sleeping most of the time.

This morning, I woke up feeling better and normal again. This is the worst food poisoning drama I’ve ever experienced. I wonder which food caused this?

How to maintain positive thoughts? I don’t know what I want. If everything is fine then why am I still so upset? Why did it happen in the first place? Do I need all this? I’m beginning to think that I don’t. Nobody said it’s a must. Who dictates that, anyway? I’m happy both ways. Need a holiday. Too much clutter in my mind! 怎么了？

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Spent whole afternoon consolidating receipts for my shop. Mountains and mountains of receipts. 1/3 done, 2/3 more to go.

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Universe, please clear my mind of doubts and give me some guidance. Thank you, Universe!