I’ve wrote about how much of an Apple geek fan XCool is in an old post from the blog entries I accidentally deleted. Anyway, I’ve revived it and here it is -> Dating an Apple Fan. (It is just the content, didn’t bother to make it look fancy. Sorry la). XCool was raving about it and was literally jumping around in his room just now. His passion for Apple is just so inspiring and funny at the same time. I swore he kowtowed at Steve Jobs while watching a video featuring him. Now, he is OMGing every single thing that is going on in live blogs/tweet/webinar that is covering the event. Haha.

Tired. I spent the whole afternoon training my staff on preparing new dishes and drinks from a new menu which will be launch this Friday. Yay! Things are going very good in my shop. Many accomplishments worth celebrating

Back to this person I despise (from my last blog entry). After much thoughts and discussion with a few people around me, I decided to let my hurtful feelings go. LET GO AND LET GOD. Today, I saw a tweet from TonyRobbins quoting Ralph Waldo Emerson’s words “All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better.” I bet there is a reason for Universe to put me through this agony. One thing’s for sure, the kind of pain I have been experiencing, I promise myself that I will never inflict it on my future generations.

I received this in an e-mail and it was from The Secret:

“Praising and blessing dissolves all negativity, so praise and bless your enemies. If you curse your enemies, the curse will come back to harm you. If you praise and bless them, you will dissolve all negativity and discord, and the love of the praising and blessings will return to you. As you praise and bless, you will feel yourself shift into a new frequency with the feedback of good feelings”

Hmmm…. easy to bless most people I despise. In fact, I’ve already blessed most of them. Only this one person I can’t. I can’t even imagine the thought of just shaking this person’s hand, let alone blessing the person. I’m going to have to confront this person very soon. Universe, help me!

So I spoke to XCool and asked him for his opinion. His reply was

tzeping: what do you reckon?
kiancheong: think of it like this d..
nobody wants nobody to have bad things happen to them
everyone is responsible for their actions
so, consider that u have always been blessing XXX
its just XXX who doesn’t know how to absorb these positive energy from you, proxied by the universe
which is why XXX is doing what XXX is doing now
again, if someone doesn’t know how to appreciate/receive good things form the universe, do u think the universe will continue to give them good positive things?
no.. the universe will move to the next person who has all the positive energy and focus on them
tzeping: who is me! yay!

Makes sense. I will try. No promises.

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Update: It’s called an iPad! I want

When all is done, I suddenly felt a little lost. Last year, I did my countdown with my best friends fookies in a sleepover party at a hotel. I spoke to the Universe the exact same way and the Universe has granted almost all of my wishes. So what’s bothering me? Last year 2009, along with the good changes, there were also some unpleasant changes in my life. These are tears-making heart-breaking calamity. I certainly didn’t wish for that. But could it be that I didn’t wish for it to not happen? Then, it just hit me….. were the wishes I just made to the Universe good enough? Did I miss anything out?

Two of my fookies came to look for me and together with XCool, we went to another joint to have some beer. Gulping down the intoxicating liquid, I put all my crazy thoughts away and enjoyed the New Year’s air.

This morning, I woke up with a slight hangover. I was doing some paperwork for my shop and dated the document as “1/1/10”. The crazy thoughts popped up again. Bah! You just can’t predict everything so why worry? I’ll just do my part and grow up. Letting go and Letting God.

This will be the year of many better changes. This will be the year I stand up for myself and be independent. This will be the year I ‘buy’ back my loved ones. This will be the year I move one bigger step towards my destination. The year 2010 – the year of revolution (XCool’s favorite word). Dare to take risk!

Thank you, Universe, for giving me all the courage I need!