Thank you!

I’m not too sure but I’ve experienced two incidents today. The first one saved me from trouble. I never had such strong hunch before. It was an inner voice telling me I MUST turn around and do this even though my body didn’t want to move. It’s really amazing. The second hunch of the day was a feeling that I’m about to receive a particular good news. This was a milder feeling.

I’m beginning to question a lot of things these days. I reread Napoleon Hill book and discussed a few things with my friend Sean in the past few days. Hmmm… How does a thought come about? Is there such thing as reading another person’s mind? What about hunches? Where does it come from? What are we? Really. What makes us different from a street lamp? Are we just a ‘thing’ in this Universe and does our brain/thoughts function like a on/off switch (perhaps a more sophisticated switch then an air-con remote control)? If not, then could there be a way to tweak our brains to be like one? Hmm….

I can’t find proper words to express what’s on my mind. It’s really a feeling. I want answers.

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Yesterday night, I asked my staff why he seemed so dreamy these days. He told me that he misses his family in Myanmar. He added that he cries whenever he thinks about them during bed time. I told him what I’ve learn from the movie “Eat, Pray, Love”. To him I said “Whenever you miss them, send them love and light…… and then drop it”.

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900, 410, 530, 540

Thank you, Universe!

My mind was screaming “Yahooooooo!”

As soon as I hung up the phone, I danced around XCool’s room. My third sale and the biggest one thus far. There are some conditions I need to iron out between the buyer and seller. They are both strong-headed person and I got lectured a little by the seller. Universe is giving me lessons on how to deal with all types of people. I will persevere. This sale is mine!

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This afternoon, XCool and I went to pay hotel banquet deposit for our wedding. I want to engage an external decor so the flowers the hotel had in their packages were of no use to us. I had been wishing and hoping for them to permit an exchange for other things we need. I wanted unlimited corkage and free LCD projector rental in exchange. After a quick and dirty calculation, that would save me at least RM2500 as I expect to have a lot of wine bottles that night. I added this into my list of “Things for Universe to do”. You know what happened? After we sat down with the banquet manager and I highlighted the point, she quickly told me she will upgrade my package to include unlimited corkage and free LCD projector rental. I was blinking excessively with happiness (don’t know if she saw it haha). I don’t even to make effort to negotiate with her. Then, I haven’t been very happy about them giving free flow of cordial and charge us for soft drinks. I prefer soft drinks to cordial. I mentioned that to her and she upgraded our package from cordial to soft drinks. Happy!!!!! I’m going to blow my guests away with an awesome wedding. Everything is falling into place like how I want them to be. Now… what theme should I go for?

As I lazily laid on my bed reflecting some things that happened in the past few days. I realised that I’ve been ignoring a lot of negative things as they come lately. Things that the people around me talked, feared, angered themselves and etc did not affect me. I will phase out and focus on positive aspects of the things. Right now, my main thing is to ensure that I feel good all the time. I tell myself “i want to feel good because i deserve everything that makes me feel good” every morning before I wake up and every night before I go to bed.

I started making some experiments with XCool’s nephew. Instead of using negative words, I flourish him with lots of good words. I also tell him what I want him to do instead of asking not to do something i don’t want him to do. I showered him with lots of love and teached him how to reciprocate. At the beginning, it seems that these things didn’t work. After many weeks …..yesterday and this morning, i noticed that he listened and obeyed to what I’ve told him. Let see how things go for the next few days.

I’m going to end this post with a speech by Steve Jobs. Steve Jobs is XCool’s idol. I think XCool secretly loves him more than he loves me. Anyway, it doesn’t matter. I’m cool with it. ;P I didn’t know Steve Jobs had such a rough childhood. I guess it goes to show that we should be positive and look at the positive aspects of everything. Whatever pickle you are in right now will turn out to be part of a delicious meal later. Trust that everything will be okay. In other words, have faith. This is what he said:

“Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever — because believing that the dots will connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart, even when it leads you off the well-worn path, and that will make all the difference.”

Today had been a tiring day. It started from 9am all the way to 1:30am. Can’t take it anymore.

Good night. Thank you, Universe! Universe, please help me close the big sales deal tomorrow. I wish that the buyer will just call me up tomorrow and make me a generous offer. Thank you!

XCool and I were so busy for the last few days/weeks, we haven’t been visiting the cinema since Resident Evil. OMG. Anyway, we managed to slot in some movie time this afternoon after we’re done with our business errands. We watched Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen. Quite fake, actually. I don’t understand why heroic movies these days always feature the hero killing hundreds of people alone in one go. But the story is quite good (especially when they show Donnie Yen’s butt!!). :0)~~ Kekeke

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These days, I’ve had so much fun letting Universe take care of me. I know I’ve repeatedly mention this but things are really looking up (even for him)! Thank you, Universe! I now understand the power of :

- thinking the right thoughts.
- letting go.
- letting my emotions determine if something is what i want.
- having faith in the Universe and understanding that what I need to do is to create a vibration that aligns with what I’ve asked the Universe for.
- focusing on a person’s positive side (even if i dislike the person).
- not using negative/malicious/anger/fear emotions and words when dealing with people and things. (see how I weakened the bad words…)

i would love to tell people about Law of Attraction and hope that they can learn to practice it together with me. I’m still a learner and I’ll never stop learning. But Law of Attraction is not something you can just make someone believe. It comes to those who are ready to accept it. Nobody can use Law of Attraction for others as they can only help themselves. Some people told me that I have to accept reality. But think about it. Your current reality is a result of what you have attracted or thought about in the past. It was those thoughts that led you to the decisions you’ve made or the lifestyle you’ve chosen. If that is not bad enough, it is also partially a result of what generations of people before us have attracted or thought about. To me, accepting reality and not doing much to change the flow is a form of self-defeat and it then comes back to the big question – What is our life purposes? Why are you surrendering to your reality?

I am now accepting my reality for I know I cannot change the decisions I’ve made in the past. But I have a new purpose in life. Other than giving love, I want joy for myself. I understand that I can improve my circumstances by being happy for I have witness awesome things happening in just the last two and half weeks. With myself being more joyful, the people around me tend to shift and tune closer to my vibrations. More good people are coming into my life. I’m not joking at all. It seems that I’ve been attracting a lot of people who want to help me. I just said that to XCool last Sunday. It’s true! In fact, I’ve been in a few situations where I was rushing to leave asap but these helpful-people were forcing me to listen to them on how they can help me. It’s so amazing!

Ok. That’s all for tonight. Yawn! Good night. Thank you, Universe!

- A nice meal for me and my family
- A new floral dress
- Some jewelries
- 15 cups of Starbucks coffee
- 18 cinema tickets
- Cosmetic cocktail bling bling rings I like
- A bouquet of lovely Gerberas
- A flashy top
- Petrol for two weeks
- 23 car washes for my car
- 2 or 3 pairs of nice shoes
- A haircut
- Theme Park tickets

and many more!

I live with abundance. Thank you, Universe!

Some of my loved ones seem to be struggling with their personal relationships. They desperately need for approvals so they hop on any trains that want to pick them up (even when the train is dirty or intend to drop them off quicky). When I see these things happened, there’s nothing I could do. When they fall, I always hope they will learn their lessons. But somehow, they continued to hop on the next dirty train. I want them to know so badly that they should love themselves. It’s not worth wasting time on dirty trains and their self-worth is so precious. They should not compromise. What’s wrong with waiting?

Facebook used to be a very nice place for me to hangout. I got connected with my long lost friends. Lately, I stopped frequent Facebook. I just don’t like it when people post negative things. Some people can be VERY negative…I’m sure you all have friends like that. It’s the same thing as newspapers. I’ve stopped reading them since I took up Law of Attraction. Some say that you can choose to read and ignore these things. Personally, I’m a person who can be affected quite easily. Some said I’m not strong enough and they can do better than me. I won’t want to mess with their ego but the way I see it, sometimes you may not realise how much your circumstances affect you. It’s like the test where you say the word “milk” ten times. After that, when people ask you “What does cow drink?”, you may answer “Milk” and it’s wrong. Why is it that only few percentage of people pass this test while the majority fails? Anyway, I wish there could be a “Positive postings only” checkbox on the Facebook settings.

I also learnt to be more neutral. I won’t blatantly follow or listen to what other people condemn/criticize/blame and etc. Instead, I like to re-evaluate the matter from different POVs and try to understand why some people behave like they do, especially when it comes to political matters. Also, I will find ways to convince myself that what this person does have no effects on me and will not contribute to less joy in me. This may sound selfish, but I live for myself. The most I can do to contribute to the society is to give more love and that should be enough. People must realize by themselves that their happiness is entirely up to them. We all have choices. If you don’t like something, change your circumstances.

The Abraham-Hicks book meantioned that there are different levels of emotions. In an excerpt, they mentioned that a person who is in Depression will move up their emotional level by feeling Anger. Often times, when depressed people show their Anger, they received too much disapprovals from their family/friends because their family/friends are not aware that this is just a temporary relief phase. And so, they moved back to Depression stage. And this goes on and on and the person seems to always be stuck between the two emotions. This lesson actually reminded me of the past (just a few years back). I’ve seen how myself and my friends tried to move out from depression. We/They never seem to be angry at the people who caused all this. By the time they do, they have recovered. Wish I know this knowledge earlier and save everyone’s time. Oh well, never too late for anything!

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A Uni friend of mind (who was also my ex housemate for less than a year) had been to my shop a few times but I haven’t been able to meet him due to wrong timing. Yesterday, when he called me up for a drink, I made it a point to reserve my time for him. I remember the old days when this friend of mine used to “lock” himself in his room playing hours and hours of computer games. Today, the person who spoke to me isn’t that person I used to know. He’s totally changed and had succeeded much more. I’m very happy from him. Within the short 1 hour meeting or so, I’ve learnt so much from him. He gave me a lot of ideas which can help me in my new career and my business. Time to put on some thinking caps.

I’ve been finding myself having less time to blog these days. Tired. Good night!

Thank you, Universe!

Another highlight for this week -> we’ve identified another possible part-time business to go into. He’s working very hard to research on this new thing. It’s his specialty. I see a lot of opportunities in this. Today I called an ex colleague of mine (also my MM friend) and I found out that he left rat race few weeks ago. I’m so happy for him! Also, I am not sure if I’ve mentioned this but my dear friend Pei San left rat race last month too! Couldn’t be happier for them. Enjoy the freedom, folks!

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Things are looking up. I think the lessons I’ve received from Abraham-Hicks really brought me back up again. I feel so lucky to have friends who are approachable and constantly remind me what life is really all about. Thank you, Universe!

In Abraham-Hicks words, I learnt the normal Law of Attraction things that I’ve already known. In addition to that, the new thing I’ve learnt so far is to let my emotions be the guide. Just like how a sculptor will use their hands to mould their art into the shape they want, we should listen to our emotions and let it be the guide to mould the energies towards what we want. We should be alert of how we feel at all times. If you have negative feelings, try to acknowledge that and then divert your thoughts to something that will bring back the happy emotions.

I have many more audio tracks to listen. Will share with you more as I go along. Everyday, I try to be positive and just let things go. I think he has caught up with my energies and also work towards more improvements. I’m happy to have a soon-to-be husband who is so understanding and flexible. The fact that he’ll listen to me and reflect on himself makes him different from all the guys I’ve ever dated. He’s here just to accompany me while I take care of my shop for long hours. I’m smiling while I write this. Thank you, Universe!