Retired to bed very early last night but find myself waking up at my normal wake up time (830am) today. Guessed I was really exhausted. Everything is okay now. The last few days had been challenging and somehow I managed to swim through them. Emotionally tired. While I was totally uninterested in most other things, I find my fiance and my friends pushing me constantly to work harder. They may not know what I’m going through but I feel very grateful to have all of them in my life for they keep me going.
This morning, I feel better and I know things will improve more and more. I’m ready to continue from where I have left off. I find myself having to make cold calls again. The last time I had to do this was back in 2008 when I worked for FAA during a short period of time. Well, it wasn’t really a cold call but more like a follow up call at that time. Nevertheless, I’m motivated and excited.
I’ve received a few calls (3 calls in exact) from Monday and yesterday. All 3 of the calls is bringing me great news. My luck is changing. Yay!
Dear Universe, thanks for the lessons. I ask for your guidance in everything that I set my mind on doing. I want to improve my interpersonal skills as I understand that it is important in this business. Please give me the strength to be a better person in all areas.
I haven’t been updating my blog and I felt guilty of not doing so. There are some pretty interesting and complicated things happening right now. I thought it was challenging enough in the last few weeks. However, this week’s event made the things that happened last few weeks seems insignificant (and it’s only Thursday!!).
Despite all the disturbing thoughts planted in my mind, I’m learning to let things go just like before. This has been a very challenging year thus far, mixed with very happy and less happy events. Somehow, I think I’ve developed this ability to suppress my true emotions while replacing it with jollier ones (some can say superficial). I’ve been so good at it I think even my fiance can’t tell.
No matter what… I need to press on and be patient. I have faith that things will improve after this weekend. It just gotta. Universe, please help me! Thank you!
The new part time career is going on well. Although, I am facing some challenges right now, I am absolutely confident that the Universe is there for me. She has been nice to me for the last few days. Thank you, Universe! Also, thank you to my friends who’ve helped me get started and gave me some opportunities. I’m loving it so far. Could this be the passion I’ve been looking for? Unlike other money making ventures, I haven’t been concentrating on the money/reward portion for this new career at all. In fact, I’ve been putting more energy and focus into satisfying my customers. I feel like I’m contributing to the society by making my customers’ lives happier. I love it! I’m about to close my first deal. It will be a good start. I’m patiently waiting to close another deal, which is a big big one. ^^
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This morning, I was asked to do something for someone I loathe. This is something I can’t refuse. So there I was being quiet the whole time while fulfilling my obligations. Immediately after it’s done, I called XCool to bitch about it and felt better. As soon as I’ve hung up the phone, I tried to look at the positive side of this situation. This is a habit I’ve developed and I tend to practise a lot lately. When I revisited my feelings, my actions, the person’s actions and the person’s spiteful behavior, I actually felt sorry for the person. There I was giving the person a chance to change my mind about the person. Not only that the person didn’t bother, the person behaved very pettily. I can accept this type of behavior from a primary/secondary school kid… or even a college kid. But this person is 5 decades old! I felt sorry for the person for being so inexperienced and shallow even at this age.
I decided to let my feelings go. I have too many wonderful things waiting for me to experience and build. Why would I want to let the person spoil my mood. Feelings can influence a person’s mind. Good things are flowing my way and I ain’t going to let this stop the stream. There are no rooms for negative thoughts in my brain.
What do you do when someone owes you money? Due to my own mistakes (which I take 100% responsibility), someone owes me quite a big sum of money. I’ve tried chasing him in as many ways as I could possibly think of. I’ve been nice. I’ve been nasty. I’ve been understanding and gave him more time. But he breached his promises again and again. I’m so tired of chasing. What should I do now? I really don’t like chasing people for money because negative words will need to come out from my mouth. I don’t like it one bit.
I think I’ll just forget about it. Be patient and see how things go. I believe the money will find its way back to me. I have faith that the Universe will do what she needs to do. I just need to give her time. Meanwhile, I’m going to ignore this. I have abundance. He begged me to be patient. Literally. Maybe I’ll do just that. Miracles can happen. I hope.
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Had a day out with XCool today. We watched Despicable Me in The Curve. Funny movie. A lot of slapstick jokes but also coupled with many clever ones. Good! Met up with Alex from Marche for dinner. Had a great time catching up with him. It’s been a long time since I last met him. I really love the Sauteed Mushrooms. Alex told me how it’s cooked. Real simple. I’m soooo going to try cooking them. To top it off, he gave us 50% discount when we were going to settle the bill. Happy day indeed.
Things are looking up. I have been changing my thoughts, ridding myself of the negative ones and replacing them with positive ones. Results have been awesome.
Last Saturday, something great happened which I felt had something to do with the Universe. She has answered my call. However, this is only the beginning. I’m packed with confidence. I know I have the perfect resources and self esteem to follow it through the end.
Last night, I watched Inception with him. Very deep movie with interesting storyline. Leonardo DiCaprio is good, just a bit chubbier now. Haha. Then, there’s also this actor, I forgot his name (something Lewitt), who was from 3rd Rock From The Sun. I used to love that comedy series. He’s so grown up now. Watch it, folks!
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Oh Universe, thank you for the sales today. Thank you so much for connecting me with a few other prospects.
After watching those LOA videos, I googled the lady’s name and found her blog. She has some very interesting articles in her websites. I was reading this particular one, which includes a video of Anthony Robbins interviewing John Reese.
The descriptons that she wrote about a Progress makers are very inspiring. Read it here.
Many people know the concept because we’ve read/heard about other people’s success. We acknowledged it but how come only a handful in a million people will practise it. We tend to lose ourselves and that’s why reading these things again and again can help as a reminder.
I am back! Stronger, better, wiser. I will let go of the pain. I know someone out there is making his/her way here. Wonderful! Meantime, I’ll be patient. Thank you, Universe.
Went to sign the S&P and loan documents for our new house. Happy!
Stayed up late to watch the Finals for World Cup 2010. Since Germany is out, I supported XCool’s team which is Spain. Paul the Octopus was right, they won!!! I really like the Goalkeeper, Casillas. He saved so many balls from going into the goal. The look on his face when he held the World Cup up high was priceless. This guy won Golden Glove Award. Nice….
At this testing time, I sort of lost myself. This morning, I came across a video, which reminded me of Law of Attraction. An acquaintance posted it on Facebook and I thought it was really helpful. Here it is…
First video… Law of Thinking.
I cannot believe I’ve been focusing on the bad things that are happening in my life. What is wrong with me? I have a lot of good things that are going on…. things that others want. What went wrong? Hmmm…. time to put on the magnet mind again.
Stay tuned for next video….
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Last night, I had a great dinner party with my Fookies in 5F house. It was a long-awaited birthday celebration for me and 4F. Food, jokes, laughter…the normal stuff
