Jan 29 2010
When People Change
They can change 180 degrees just like that. You think you know someone for decades. But once they change, it is as though they turned into a stranger again. Totally heartbroken.
It is always the person you love the most who has the ability to hurt you the most. My tolerance has been pushed to the limit. I am on the edge of dropping everything and go. But I can’t make myself do it. What if I am right? If I am right then this person needs me. I am bounded by my responsibilities.
Then I thought about Karma. Maybe it is Karma at work. I love this person. Do I want to give the person more bad Karma? Maybe the person needs to pay back for his past Karma. Maybe the person owe it to them.
I want to let go but it can be quite a challenge. It really does hurt a lot. From now onwards, I will close my eyes on the person.
Time to move one = Time to divert my focus to something else.
I will always love you no matter how much you hurt me. Just remember…. one day, when you realise I am right, don’t forget that you still have me and I will forgive you.
Thank you, Universe for giving me so many valuable lessons. You must really love me!