I miss some of my friends who aren’t in Kuala Lumpur. Today, I made appointments with two of them who will be in town next week. Looking forward to a great week!

I just love being around positive people. People who have big hearts and less judgements complements me. I hope to have more of such kind in my life. It’s true what they say. Just concentrate on the good ones and the bad ones will drop off by themselves. When the time comes, you really have to appreciate their honesty and that they give you a chance to see their true colors.

My hubby has been offered a wonderful opportunity and I’m proud of him. Smart smart man.

As for me, I’ve moved on to a deeper level of Internet Marketing but now I am going to focus on one area only. It’s easy to get lured into many different ways of earning money online. There’s just so many ways! Now that I can see the big picture, I decided to zoom in into one specific area and hope for the best.

Things are going to change substantially here and I really look forward to it. Oh boy. Just so many unknowns once again. Happy ones. Of course.

The awesome part is that the Universe has answered 3/4 of the things I’ve asked for. Although it’s slightly off but it’s still wonderful. Now, I’ll need to have new requests.

Thank you, Universe.

Despite this wonderful “blessing”, now that it’s happening, many different types of emotions are swarming me right now. I feel happy but also sad at the same time. I feel relieved but also stressful. I feel excited but also disappointed at the same time. It’s very troubling. How did life become so complicated? It’s a bit cliche but I kept asking myself “Why are all these happening to me?” and then I remember all these spiritual books and lessons that I’ve been learning. I’ll change my thoughts to something happy and focus on the happy part. Then hours later, the same question came to me again and I’ll start to be aware of it and change my thoughts. It’s been quite an emotional roller coaster ride today. I’m exhausted. All I want to do know it just “follow the flow”. Here’s to reminding myself – Let Go and Let God!

As to the burning question of the day ” Why are all these happening to me?”, I convinced myself that the Universe wants me to be strong. Life hasn’t been easy since I came back to Malaysia. Everything has just fallen apart from my original life plan but I think I’ve handled it quite well. There must be a reason for Him to put me through all this. Why does He want me to be so strong? Nobody can understand how I feel. Not even my hubby, I guess.

And then, I remember one of the videos I’ve watched on Tony Robbins’ seminar. Here’s the preview:

If you are interested to continue watching, you can watch the remaining video here -> http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6830062135275966427 I found it. Lucky you.

Human’s emotions can be destructive and dangerous. While my problem is a very much different subject, I think this is somehow applicable. For tonight, I would just like to rest. I’ll leave all this for tomorrow.

I had a very good week with many gatherings and meet ups with my relatives. First, it was my lovely cousin sister’s wedding. She’s same age as me and we grew up together. Then, my close cousin brother from Singapore came with his wife and kids to Malaysia for a short trip. He has a baby and a toddler now. It seems like it was just yesterday when we sat at the table in my grandma’s house playing mahjong on CNY eating, laughing and being happy.

It’s funny how me and my cousins were so close when we were young. We eat, sleep, play and sometimes even bathe together. But as we grow up, more life issues creeps in and we change quite a lot. Funny thing is that even though we seldom keep in touch, there is still this unexplainable closeness, which comes out of no where when we see each other. It’s like we can bond almost effortlessly. There’s a very comforting aura when I am near them. I certainly had a lot of fun during my cousin’s wedding. Many more cousin’s wedding this year and am really looking forward to it.

I think I kind of learnt a new knowledge in the last week also. Putting this knowledge to test for a few days already. Things have been flowing great. It’s true, you know. Relationship is the best thing that one can ever experience in the lifetime. Nothing ever comes close to the long term happiness you can get from a good relationship with your life partner.

I’m very grateful for all that I have, Universe. You have been amazing. Thank you. Although, I do have three requests. If you are listening, you will know what it is. I have been asking and visualizing it every night when I sleep, every morning when I wake up and when I stare blankly into space. Please, please, please, Universe … thank you in advance!

When my sister suggested this song to me, it was easy for me to decide there and then. It’s such a romantic and happy song. I had my band’s saxophone player ushering us in while playing this lovely song. The melody was good for saxophones. Perfect! I’m grateful to the Universe for making one of the most important moments in my life to be incredibly perfect. (Although I almost tripped over my dress when I first stepped into the ballroom, I managed to prevent it and pulled it off without being obvious. My emcee was the only one who noticed and teased me about it at the end of the night, though.)

Here are some shots of the march in.

Marriage life is great. I am grateful and feel very blessed.

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I seldom wake up early in the morning but today I’m early. Will be giving some training for OREb later so this is what I’m motivated to do.

With some changes in the website earnings, I now earn not only from Adsense but also from Infolinks. It’s great to diversify.

Also, I have successfully sold a website giving me at least 300% return (counting the amount and time spent). Yay! It has been a great week.

Actually, I had to spend a big amount to replace all four tires of my car and some major car servicing. My car is running great now, which made it in time for my road trip tomorrow. Hubby is taking me for a short 2D1N getaway for Valentine’s Day. Can’t wait! <3

Off to shower and out for OREB gathering now. Tudelu!

Nevertheless, all daily activities had to carry on as though I am all well. I still needed to pay my staff salary. Held an OREB training on Saturday morning. Met up with my beloved girlfriends on Sunday morning. It has been a pretty wonderful week.

Today is the last day of CNY and I’m in a happy mood. Actually, I have some confusion clouds lingering in my head and it has something to do with the unknown again. Many years ago, I wasn’t a person who loves the unknown. I liked to plan everything and see that everything falls according to my plan. I get very annoyed when it doesn’t. But now, it seems that everything is unknown. While I have gotten very comfortable with such system, I still freak out every so often when I hit some rocks. Oh Universe, can you guide me? Thanks.

Anyway, different family has different culture. There were some funny incidents finding out my husband’s family’s culture. Hehe. All in all, we all had fun. Reunion dinner was great. Fireworks were great. I am loving the Dragon year already. So many happy things have been happening. Tee hee hee. Married life is wonderful.

I went back into OREB momentum again after lazying for a week or so during Chinese New Year. Bought 6 domains yesterday and kick starting the weekly meeting starting from this Saturday. New goals needs to be made. Anyhow, I’m excited!!

Good night.