I’m Engaged!!!

Actually, this whole trip was planned by him and it was supposed to just be a trip for the two of us. We reached there on Saturday. I kept asking him why he booked a weekend holiday. The room rates were more expensive and the resort was so packed with people.

On Saturday night, he surprised me with a candlelight dinner. So…did he propose during the dinner? No! After we’re done with dessert, he told me he has another surprise for me and hurried me back to the room. He made me stand outside while he went in to get something to blindfold me. The whole time, I was like ” What are you doing?” Boy.. being a blind person is not easy. In fact, it’s very scary! But he kept holding me and reassuring me “It’s okay. just walk.. I’m looking out for you”

He led me thru bushes and hills to a place where the surrounding was brightly lit. I can feel that we’re on the beach. Sands were beneath my feet and there were smells of candles burning. He said “Your friends are all here”. What quickly came to my mind was…this must be a surprise birthday cake.

When I untie the blindfold, I was shocked! This was what I saw…





XCool was kneeling in the fire heart made out of birthday candles with a bouquet of 99 roses. I turned my head around and saw my fookies (besties) were there too! As he said the words “Will you marry me?”, I was so shocked I still haven’t register in my mind what was actually happening. When I finally processed all these, I teared a little. I went to hug and kiss him. My friends were like “So what is your answer?” Then I quickly said “Yes!” Of course it’s a Yes.


Oh my God! I did not expect all this. Caught me off guard. I later found out that XCool paid for extra rooms in the resort to have my fookies witness this whole proposal.


He’s so sweet.





Thank you fookies!!





Here’s my bling bling engagement ring! It’s a Lazare! ^^ According to XCool, Lazare is to diamond like Mac is to computer. Highest quality, best cut. Haha








I’ve been staring at the stone non-stop. It’s very mesmerizing.

Thank you, Darling! Muaks!

Now, I have a wedding to plan…

On Friday morning, I picked him up and he was still a little sick. When I realized that we forgot our cameras, I became even more upset. We used his GPS to guide us and for some reasons, it led us through all the winding trunk roads. The journey was probably prolonged even though the GPS suggested that route because it was “the shortest time” route. I got even more upset.

Eventually, we arrived at the resort and got ourselves a water chalet room. It was lovely! There was a four poster bed and really really big bathroom (half open aired). The resort itself is really beautiful. Next to them was a small beach area with really clean sand. I think the resort conditioned them. They were so soft you can hear squeaky noises when you walk on the. No joke! There were two swimming pools in the resort and we spent a lot of time swimming until we got hungry.





While showering to get ready for dinner, the electricity in the room went *poof*! Oh what luck! Power outage. At that point of time, I got kinda upset again. XCool cheered me up and took me out to search for somewhere nice for dinner. We came across this seafood village and decided to give it a try. The food was delicious and we kinda over ordered. Look at the size of these tiger prawns…they are as big as a tennis ball! It costs RM8 per piece but Yummmmmm!





After dinner, we went back to hotel and took another walk around the resort. The ocean view was breathtaking at night. I just love the resort so much. At 11pm, having nothing to do, we went for another swim. Haha. How nice…the pool water was warm and therapeutic.

The next morning, we lazed around until it was time to check out. XCool said this is by far the best resort he has been to in Malaysia. I agree with him. I wish that someday I’ll own a villa similar to this resort.

Oh by the way, I gave him a Hugo Boss brown wallet for his birthday. It was bought online and thank God he likes it.

Happy Birthday, darling! Muaks!

Well, it ain’t that bad. In fact, it’s wonderful! I’ve successfully created one App. Yippieeeeeeee! Now, I am working on the second App. It gets a bit more complicated but still interesting.

This Saturday is XCool’s birthday. Am going away for a short 2D1N trip tomorrow. Yipppieeeeeeee! Time for some R&Rs.

Two nights ago , I sat down and chatted with a famous Malaysian blogger for a good two hours. She is very much younger than me but already very enterprising. Inspiring. I’ve learnt a lot from her. Thinking back the days when I was at her age, I was wasting my time and don’t know what I want in my life. Never too late to change, I guess. This lady has a bright future ahead of her.

I can’t wait for the short trip up north end of this month with XCool. Frankly, we both need a holiday… badly. Yippie! Can’t wait!

Yawn…very tired now. Good night. Yawn. zzzz

Thank you, Universe for giving me a guy who is so lavishly loving and understanding. Thank you!!

My day started with a coffee and two fishballs. Kept my stomach empty for an important and big CNY meal at our beloved 5F’s house!

She cooked some yummilicious food and the rest of fookies brought some food too. I brought Yee Sang. We ate and laughed. Then, we watched her wedding videos and laughed. Very quickly, 3 hours passed. We didn’t call it a day yet. Instead, we packed some ridiculous funny food (and laughed) to move on to 4F’s house. We went to 4F’s house and continued to laugh. Get the idea? We laughed a lot!

Soon after, XCool and I went back to Subang to have dinner with my family. My baby brother is leaving for UK tomorrow after being here for a good 3 months holiday.

After the dinner, it’s time to shop for a … Mac mini. You see, XCool needed another backup computer now that he is working on his business full time. What’s better than a Mac? Err… well, basically, nothing. We went to Machines store at the nearest shopping mall, Sunway Pyramid, but they ran out of stock! Grrr. After a few calls to ensure availability, we zoomed to Mid Valley’s Machine store. That wasn’t the end of it. They didn’t have the type of cable XCool needed. Grrr. The salesperson made a few calls and told us the cable is available at … Sunway Pyramid! (=.=)’ With my fast great driving skills, we managed to rushed back to Sunway Pyramid in time.

The Mac mini was opened in my house. XCool took pictures of it while unboxing it. (Something he likes to do but I cannot comprehend). The Mac mini is so small, it’s like the size of my home router. It’s just two times thicker. Very cool!

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I am slacking a little these days. I still remember my goals. In fact, I’ve had a few ideas in my head right now. One of them, I’ll need XCool’s help, which he has already agreed. Yay! Another one needs more research. Will do it after I’m done with payroll next week. Excited.

Universe, please get me connected with more money-making opportunities. Thank you, Universe!

Yesterday, I met up with Lowie and Koon Lip. Amidst our lazy Sunday afternoon conversation, Lowie mentioned to me that one of my readers commented about my positive attitude. It got me thinking. Am I a positive person? I like to write positive things. Does that mean I am really positive in real life?

If you were to know me two years ago, I definitely wasn’t. In fact, I was a pretty negative person at that time. I always think about the worst case scenario in everything that I used to do. An old friend used to advise me to be more like my sister, who appears to be happy all the time.

Hmmm. I definitely think that I have changed to become (a lot) more positive. Being positive is the biggest part about practicing Law of Attraction. It gives more energy to good things. I may appear to be emotionless and calm. I may look unhappy (as most people have told me) but I’m actually very happy inside. Over the years, I have learned to let things go and move on. I’ve wasted one year plus being depressed and I’m not going to waste more time sobbing at any challenges which may surface in the future.

Here are a few tips I’ve developed in the area of Letting Go and Letting God:

1) Give yourself some time to grief – Cry if you need to. Cry as much as you can… until you are extremely tired.

2) Do not blame yourself – There’s this thing about women. They like to blame themselves when bad things happen to them. Sorry for the stereotype but men don’t do that so often. You probably did what you could.

3) Find out what you really want – There is a saying… if you don’t know what you want, how do you expect others to know? how would you expect Universe to give it to you? Even if you got it, you wouldn’t know or appreciate it.

4) Focus on the things you’ve identified in (3) above – Remind yourself everyday that this is what you want.

5) Then, have faith that the item you asked for will manifest itself. It will. Trust in yourself and the Universe.

6) If you are always focused on the things you want, you will find it easier to forget the things you don’t want.

7) After all, happiness is from within. Nobody can make that decision but yourself. It’s all in your mind.

Argh…. few days more to Chinese New Year and I’ve no new clothes yet. Maybe tomorrow….. Good night, folks.

Thank you, Universe for the success of the surgery.

Anyway, this is how my day was like….

Early in the am after closing my shop, I had a chat with Lowie on msn. We’ve both been so busy (or maybe I have been so busy) that we hardly talk anymore. I feel very happy that she’s so happy and in love! Then I went to bed.

Woke up in the morning with birds chirping on my window. Lazed around watching TV and made some calls to my staff. Soon it was lunch time! I needed to buy some groceries for my shop so I look XCool up and we went to Giant Hypermarket for lunch. Today is a very important day for him. Today is the day he close a chapter and start a new chapter. Today is the day he tender a resignation letter and exit rat race forever. Yay! Three cheers for him. Muaks. You see, about half a year ago, we set a goal and did Law of Attraction on his resignation. We actually said Feb 2010 and look what he did on Feb 1st 2010? Couldn’t be prouder…

I had to work full shift today in my shop. XCool was so sweet to accompany me. Today, I managed to hire another supervisor for my shop. That means more automation for my shop and free time for me. Yes!

To top it off, it’s second fookie CheeryDiva’s birthday! CheeryDiva and I have known each other for almost 18 years now. She’s like a family to me. Happy Birthday again, dear sis. Looking forward to celebrate with you this coming Friday. Here’s to another year of happiness, wealth and wisdom.

Not forgetting….

Thank you, Universe!!!

I’ve wrote about how much of an Apple geek fan XCool is in an old post from the blog entries I accidentally deleted. Anyway, I’ve revived it and here it is -> Dating an Apple Fan. (It is just the content, didn’t bother to make it look fancy. Sorry la). XCool was raving about it and was literally jumping around in his room just now. His passion for Apple is just so inspiring and funny at the same time. I swore he kowtowed at Steve Jobs while watching a video featuring him. Now, he is OMGing every single thing that is going on in live blogs/tweet/webinar that is covering the event. Haha.

Tired. I spent the whole afternoon training my staff on preparing new dishes and drinks from a new menu which will be launch this Friday. Yay! Things are going very good in my shop. Many accomplishments worth celebrating

Back to this person I despise (from my last blog entry). After much thoughts and discussion with a few people around me, I decided to let my hurtful feelings go. LET GO AND LET GOD. Today, I saw a tweet from TonyRobbins quoting Ralph Waldo Emerson’s words “All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better.” I bet there is a reason for Universe to put me through this agony. One thing’s for sure, the kind of pain I have been experiencing, I promise myself that I will never inflict it on my future generations.

I received this in an e-mail and it was from The Secret:

“Praising and blessing dissolves all negativity, so praise and bless your enemies. If you curse your enemies, the curse will come back to harm you. If you praise and bless them, you will dissolve all negativity and discord, and the love of the praising and blessings will return to you. As you praise and bless, you will feel yourself shift into a new frequency with the feedback of good feelings”

Hmmm…. easy to bless most people I despise. In fact, I’ve already blessed most of them. Only this one person I can’t. I can’t even imagine the thought of just shaking this person’s hand, let alone blessing the person. I’m going to have to confront this person very soon. Universe, help me!

So I spoke to XCool and asked him for his opinion. His reply was

tzeping: what do you reckon?
kiancheong: think of it like this d..
nobody wants nobody to have bad things happen to them
everyone is responsible for their actions
so, consider that u have always been blessing XXX
its just XXX who doesn’t know how to absorb these positive energy from you, proxied by the universe
which is why XXX is doing what XXX is doing now
again, if someone doesn’t know how to appreciate/receive good things form the universe, do u think the universe will continue to give them good positive things?
no.. the universe will move to the next person who has all the positive energy and focus on them
tzeping: who is me! yay!

Makes sense. I will try. No promises.

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Update: It’s called an iPad! I want

I lost touch with most of them after an unhappy event. Back then, we were young and naive. Our minds were so narrow, we couldn’t see the whole big picture. I had a lot of sore memories rushing back to me. The betrayals. The accusations. Some past emotions came to my mind but I was fully aware of them.

On our way home, my bf commented some negative things about my friends at our table. I was surprised to know he felt the same way. I thought I was the only paranoid one. I told him some stories about the past unhappy event and how upset i was. He convinced me that it was actually a blessing in disguise. I am stronger because of that. I just love how he always turns everything into positive.

After 9 years, these people have not changed much (despite being married, having kids, started business and etc). I know I’ve changed a lot. If I could manipulate the space/time continuum and teleport myself back to 9 years ago, I would have handle the situation differently.

Anyway, the past is the past. Let the bygones be bygones. Nevertheless, don’t forget the lesson learnt. In fact, my bf’s right. It is a blessing in disguise because I’ve learned a lesson not everyone could.

Thank you, Universe!