Aug 15 2010
Be Aware of Your Feelings
The new part time career is going on well. Although, I am facing some challenges right now, I am absolutely confident that the Universe is there for me. She has been nice to me for the last few days. Thank you, Universe! Also, thank you to my friends who’ve helped me get started and gave me some opportunities. I’m loving it so far. Could this be the passion I’ve been looking for? Unlike other money making ventures, I haven’t been concentrating on the money/reward portion for this new career at all. In fact, I’ve been putting more energy and focus into satisfying my customers. I feel like I’m contributing to the society by making my customers’ lives happier. I love it! I’m about to close my first deal. It will be a good start. I’m patiently waiting to close another deal, which is a big big one. ^^
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This morning, I was asked to do something for someone I loathe. This is something I can’t refuse. So there I was being quiet the whole time while fulfilling my obligations. Immediately after it’s done, I called XCool to bitch about it and felt better. As soon as I’ve hung up the phone, I tried to look at the positive side of this situation. This is a habit I’ve developed and I tend to practise a lot lately. When I revisited my feelings, my actions, the person’s actions and the person’s spiteful behavior, I actually felt sorry for the person. There I was giving the person a chance to change my mind about the person. Not only that the person didn’t bother, the person behaved very pettily. I can accept this type of behavior from a primary/secondary school kid… or even a college kid. But this person is 5 decades old! I felt sorry for the person for being so inexperienced and shallow even at this age.
I decided to let my feelings go. I have too many wonderful things waiting for me to experience and build. Why would I want to let the person spoil my mood. Feelings can influence a person’s mind. Good things are flowing my way and I ain’t going to let this stop the stream. There are no rooms for negative thoughts in my brain.
Thank you, Universe!
