Iron Man 2. I suppose it is a good movie. Storyline was okay. But I don’t know why my eyes were droopy in certain parts of the movie. Perhaps it’s because I didn’t have enough sleep last night after Ip Man 2’s premiere. Well, I guess that’s all the movies for now. Next one I’d like to watch is The Losers. Heard it’s funny.

Had a little rough patch with XCool just now. I got very agitated once again. I sounded my frustrations and my doubts about our compatibility. In the past few years, I learnt to observe and be aware of things that are going on around me. My mentor taught me how to look at things in a subjective manner. When it comes to this rough patch, I think it’s truly an incompatibility issue. Question to ask now is how much importance do I give to this trait of his? Is it a big issue? Definitely no. Can it be ignored? I don’t see why not. But after many small little spats, I do see it can be a problem if it were to occur continuously. Nobody is at fault because we were just being ourselves. Men and women are different in the first place. Sometimes, I do feel he doesn’t understand me. Or perhaps, I don’t understand what he expects from me.

Relationship is such a tricky thing. I guess that’s what dating is for… learning how to get along. Fights are highly crucial for a healthy relationship. It is not about what you fight but really how you fight. It’s probably bad to compare but the fights in my past relationship have always been violent and negative (sometimes abusive). My relationship with XCool is way better than that because we fight more positively. I just wish he would be more ……

So tired now. I have a few things to do on my list tomorrow. Retiring to bed now. Good night, folks.

During the time when I watched Ip Man 1, I already liked it. Donnie Yen is so cool! I just got home from watching Ip Man 2 premiere… Yes. The tickets that I’ve booked wrongly last Saturday. Haha. I was at XCool’s house (in Klang!) at 930pm when we decided to catch the movie. We rushed from Klang to The Curve in less than 45 mins time just in time to get the tickets before it gets released to walk-in folks.

Ip Man 2 was even better than the first! If his personality was like that in real life, I will take him as my idol. I like his calm and patient character. He lets his students make mistakes by themselves and remained calm (and smiley). Truly inspiring. Two thumbs up! Won’t tell you more. Go watch it yourself.

Tomorrow, it’s Iron Man 2. ;P

By the way, I’ve came up with an excellent idea to spice up this blog. Stay tuned for it.

Good night, dear readers. So tired but still so hyper.

I took up my Herbalife diet again. What do I mean ‘again’?

It all started in 2007. I had a little too much weight from a hormonal imbalance caused by depression. After my depression ended, my weight was still higher than what it used to be. When Herbalife was introduced by my cousin in November 2008, I decided to give it a try. I did a strict Herbalife regimen and lost 5 kgs (perhaps more). Then, I stopped and vowed to maintain.

This time round, I’ve decided to do it again because I’ve started putting on some weight again. I want to lose at least 3 kg. I started on Monday and suffered a little headaches every now and then. Herbalife diet does not only look into weight loss but also detox. I’m thinking the headaches could be a sign of my body’s detoxification process. Last time when I did this diet, I wanted to sleep all the time. My consultant said that I was feeling that way because I probably didn’t have enough sleep and my body wants to make up for that. After one/two weeks of feeling sluggish, I finally gained my energy back. Hopefully, this time is the same. Off with the headaches ASAP.

Herbalife is a MLM company and sorry to say, I am not a big fan of MLM but Herbalife really worked. The best part is that it slims down body parts that should be slim and spares body parts that shouldn’t be slim…..if you know what i mean. ;P

I, myself, is responsible for my own happiness for I understand that happiness is from within. Only me, myself, can decide if the path shall be a happy one or otherwise.

I give myself the energy required to achieve my goals. My goals are realistic and achievable.

I am solely responsible for the quality of my relationships with my loved ones – family, friends, acquaintances.

I blame no one for my mistakes and understand that mistakes will make me grow stronger.

I believe in Law of Attraction. I know that it is the thoughts I choose to think that carves my destiny.

I will get what I want because I know I deserve it.

I have no regrets and I only build good Karma for myself and the people around me.

I am thankful for all the extended helping hands I’ve been receiving. I strive to give even more than what I have been receiving.

I believe that Love is the only reason for my whole existence. I know I am blessed to have all the Love and I am willing to give even more Love to others.

Thank you, Universe!

This weekend ended with a good note. I went to Low Yat just now because the silly boy wants to buy Super Street Fighter 4 for PS3. Also, I wanted to look at laptop bags.

After walking and walking around the mall, I got really bored. All the laptop bags are so “manly”. They don’t have many backpacks that are female-friendly. It’s either too big for my Mac or too fugly for me to carry. The silly boy got agitated because he couldn’t get a good price for the game too. We gave up and headed back to Subang.

I suggested to go to Digital Mall to check it out because it’s on our way. That’s where I found my bag!! It’s in red, my lucky color.

Thank you, ddabs for the bag. :* I love it!

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Last night, I went for late night movie with XCool and two of my fookies. Initially, I thought I’ve managed to book Ip Man 2 and was so excited about it. I even arrange for a big group of 6 pax. When I was about to buy the ticket, the sales person said it’s for Wednesday night and Ip Man 2 is not played yet. I almost crushed. Felt so sorry and immediately called my friends to let them know. This is not the first time I screw mess up cinema’s seat reservations. I think I’ll let others do the work next time. lol. We ended up watching that local show Ice Kacang, which turned out to be quite good. It’s funny and brings back a lot of nostalgic/childhood memories. Just a little rough in the edges but not bad, I would say.

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I managed to convince XCool to practice using only positive words from now on. I kind of think that we’ve been using a lot of negative words and somehow it affects me. It’s funny how we try to use different word to describe something that we could have use a bad word to describe.

Ooo… somebody’s got his iPad. It’s really cool and bravo to Apple for giving all the attention to details. And yes… he is turning me into an Apple fan. While he was raving about the iPad’s functionality, all I can think about was how much $$ making opportunity this brings. Haha.

This is me playing one of my fav game…. Bejeweled!





By the way, I think all those Facebook games are such a waste of time. I’ve seen some people spending half a day playing those. Do you know how much you can do with half a day’s time? Time is the most precious thing you can have, give or take for someone. Don’t waste it! I play Bejeweled when I am taking a rest or needed to release some tension. Even so, I usually play for a while…nothing more than 10 mins.

Every Wednesday is our go-out-drink-coffee-watch-movie day. The movie for today is When In Rome. It’s a pretty entertaining and funny chick flick. The kind of movie I enjoy watching.

After the movie, we hung out at our new found favorite hang out place. In fact, I am writing this entry sitting here. While XCool was working on his iPad projects, I got bored and decided to go for some….Retail Therapy!! Ahh… I’ve been dying to shop for a while now. Couldn’t help myself and bought a few things. I guess it’s okay to splurge a little on the person I love the most…. me! I realize these days I prefer to shop for colorful clothes. Perhaps wearing colorful clothes make me feel happier.

Alright…time to think of what to eat for dinner.

I love my Wednesdays. ^^

This afternoon, I met up with Pei San for lunch. Really miss her a lot. Do you have a friend who can click so well with you that you can talk hours and hours with him/her? Well, the friendship between PS and I is like that. I got to know her during my first day of work in DiGi and we used to eat lunch together almost everyday for my 6 months stay in DiGi. Since I left, we hardly can arranged time to meet as she is away every weekend. The last time I met her, we were having lunch too and chatted for more than two hours. Maybe she is kind of my soulmate. Mind you. To me, soulmate is not only for your life partner. It could be for anyone who just clicks with you naturally (ie my fookies too).

By the way, never underestimate a girl like PS. She may look young, pretty and petite. But if you really know her, she’s one hell of a business woman. She has a lot of ideas and executes them well. She has a lot of courage to go out and get what she wants. Every time I meet up with her, I’ll be motivated to check on my own progress.

This has been a weekend of emotional roller coaster, starting from Friday. One minute I was agitated … next minute I was happy … then angry … then sad … then happy … etc etc etc …… Normally, people will say FML but because I am practicing Law of Attraction, I will say LML (Love My Life).

There’s so many things I want to write in my journal but all of them are private stuff. Besides, I don’t even know where to start. The rest of this post may not make sense to you but this post is mine. It’s for me to lash out everything that’s bothering me.

(wrote a lot of things and deleted them all)

On second thoughts, these things are too private and I have decided to exclude them. I’ve gotten my satisfaction by typing them out before deleting. Sorry. Bottom line is, I mind my own business, you mind yours. ok, pal? lol.

I made a resolution today. My birthday is about one and a half months away. I must achieve this before my birthday.

Universe, please give me the courage to follow through.
Thank you, Universe!

Thank you, Universe for empowering me to complete the tasks I have today. You’re wonderful.

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Music is an important part of my life. I like to listen to song lyrics and relate them to my life. As I added more and more tracks to my own personal song list over the years, I find that I have a song for everything. Like when I was heartbroken last time, I made myself a car CD to listen to all the sad songs. Have you ever feel so down and when you listen to sad songs, they make you want to break down and soak in tears? I believe everyone will experience such (or similar) agony at least once in their lifetime. If that happens, for goodness sake, don’t listen to sad songs. It’ll only make you feel worse.

The Universe has been so kind to me since the time I started believing in Law of Attraction. I did it the Cold Turkey way. Somehow, whenever I listen to this song, my mood will be lifted instantaneously. It reminds me of how much my life has changed and I owe it all to Law of Attraction. I dedicate this song to Law of Attraction and Universe!

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Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live my life
And fulfil my fantasies