Jan 15 2010
Expectations
All my life, I haven’t been very good at this relationship thingy. I love freedom. But I also love to be loved (who doesn’t?). I thought I should be as independent as possible, and I have no problems with that. But as it appears, not everyone thinks like me. He definitely doesn’t. It’s a wonderful and comforting surprise to find that out. I’m just too used to solving things on my own. This explains why I prefer to be single. I don’t know how to express my feelings. Maybe I’m just what my staff calls me… a freak.
* Pulling my hair and scratching my head *
When you are in a serious relationship, what is expected of you? I thought I’ve had it all figured out but nooooo. I was so wrong. Tonight, I’ve learnt some new relationship skills.
Sigh… expectations…expectations…expectations. Lately, it feels like I’m being dragged around to fulfill other people’s expectations of me. So tired…
Universe, please help me to improve my circumstances. Thank you, Universe!
晴天将会属于我的!很有耐心真在期待着 …